CHAPTER 49

GOOD MORNING PARIS! lol just kidding morning readers :p

a very long chapter for all of you! I LOVE YOU ALL <3

enjoy...



previously,

i saw majed for the first time after our breakup it was the greatest/romatical night of my life. i had the chance to see him everyday when i go out with my friends or so. and one of the nights i was hurrying to go out to meet the girls when i received a very creepy messages from unknown number w lama i asked who's the sender i never expected it would be him. 

i yelled at my phone lama i saw the message.

nouf: aish feek? *straight face*

me: umm...

i tried to say something bs i was too shocked.

nouf: liin e7ke what's wrong?

me: nothing *i faked a smile*

i put down my phone w i tried not to think about it at least not now. nouf knew something was going on so she bbmed me bs i didn't see it lama she pinged me o i felt it.

i opened the chat.

nouf: "aish feek? :s"

me: "lama nrja3 a7keelk"

nouf: "talk now -_-"

me: "ma ynfa3 :)!"

nouf: "majed?"

me: "la2"

nouf: "ef liin talk now"

the girls was looking at us so i ignored nouf and i start acting as normal as i could. and finally we finished, we said bye to the girls and we got into the car.

nouf: yalla e7ke now aish feek?

me: there is someone who keep texting me weird texts

nouf: aish el texts?

me: agoolk weird texts

nouf: like what?

me: a stalker texts

nouf: you're kidding? why you didn't say something before?

me: taw he started texting me gabl ma n6la3

nouf: what does he want?

me: 7anshoofk tonight 9a7? w you're too beautiful its just creepy nouf

nouf: 6ayb ask meen w what they want?

me: i already asked

nouf: meen? *she yelled*

it was...



















SAUD.

remember him? majed's best friend?

and when i told nouf she couldn't believe it either. she told me to ignore his messages w law he did text again i should tell majed. we were talking lama i received another message from him.

saud: "I SAW YOU!"

i didn't reply on him. w few minutes later he texted me again.

saud: "you're so hot you know?"

his last cheesy message got me really mad w nouf tried to come me down. my phone rang and it was majed.

me: aloo

majed: 7abeebte

i stayed quiet.

majed: kaifk?

me: el 7mdelellah enta kaifk?

majed: al7een ana kways *giggled*

me: ...

majed: liin

me: yea?

majed: feek shy?

me: la2 7abeebe

majed: akeed?

me: eewa

majed: waink?

me: my way home

majed: wain re7te?

me: burger boutique

majed: ana greeb henak 6ala3te?

me: eewa

majed: oh

me: meen m3ak?

majed: el 3yaal

me: meen?

majed: aish feek tes2ale?

me: ma y9eer as2l?

majed: ella *giggled* m3e 5aled w ziyad w saud 6ala3 w lsa ma raja3

me: oh

majed: erj3e el bait la troo7e makan za7ma

me: enshallah

majed: liin

me: yea?

majed: akeed mafeek shy?

me: nouf m3ay now ne7ke b3dain?

majed: ok take care

me: w enta kaman

majed: liin

me: sm

majed: a7bk

me: w ana a7bk majed

we hanged up.

i felt really bad lying to majed so i decided to tell him tonight. nouf dropped me home i entered the house w i saw my sister with her friends so i went up to my room. i checked my phone w there was three messages from saud :)!

the first text: "hello?"

the second text: "3aade we're talking now rde :$"

the third text: "maybe you're with majed now but you'll leave him for me you'll see ;) i'm irresistible :$"

lama i read these three message i called majed right away.

i dialed his number, its ringing...

majed: aloo

me: majed waink?

majed: raaj3 el bait aish feek?

me: i've to tell you something

majed: ok bs awa9l saud w a7akeek

me: saud? ma yes7te

majed: aish feek?

me: lama twa9l hatha elle ma yest7e 7akeene

majed: 7abeebte

me: sm

majed: 5ala9 arja3 el bait w a7akeek

me: ok

majed: a7bk

me: a7bk majed

i stayed in my room waiting for him w after 20 minutes he called.

majed: liin aish feek?

me: saud 9aa7bk

majed: aish feeh?

me: el yoom he texted me

majed: mn wain y3rf your number

me: i don't know majed

majed: aish el texts?

i read them.

majed: el 7aywan

me: majed don't get mad bs talk to him ask him why he's doing this

majed: liin shwy w a7akeek

me: where are going?

majed: shwy bs

me: majed wait law ma geltle 7az3l

majed: i'll go to his house

me: majed no!

majed: lina gltlk shwy w a7akeek goole enshallah w 5ala9

me: ...

majed: shwy bs 7abeebte

me: ok bye

majed: a7bk

i was nervous. i don't know what he's up to all i have is to wait for him to call. it was getting late w i was getting really worried about him. nouf called w she asked aish 9aar w i was on the phone with her lama majed called so i told nouf to hang up o i answered on majed.

me: aloo

majed: hala

me: majed t25rt!

majed: sorry

me: aish 9aar?

majed: liin

me: yea?

majed: are you sure enh saud?

me: eewa!

majed: kaif you're sure?

me: he said that!

majed: aish el ragm?

me: 05********

majed: its not saud number

me: what do you mean? ajal who is it?

majed: i don't know lina!

me: you're saying that i'm lying?

majed: i didn't say that

me: w you don't believe me kaman

majed: i don't lina y3ne why would he do that?

me: you're not serious majed

majed: he's my best friend mosta7eel y3ml ketha

me: ...

majed: a3rf saud mn lama kan 3omre 5 years old liin

me: i get it

majed: liin

me: you don't trust me w now you don't believe me, what else?

majed: ma glt ketha liin

me: you don't have to

majed: liin please

me: i knew it, i was wrong to trust you again

majed: lina!

me: at least this time i had the chance to tell you this w ana on phone with you

majed: lina wait

me: we're done majed

majed: lina la2

me: go have a relationship with saud etha you trust him more than me

majed: i'm sorry lina don't do that

me: i have to bye majed

majed: liin

i hanged up w i deleted him from my contact list. it was really hard for me to do that but i did it. if there is no trust there is no relationship so i had to do that. i had to walk away. i kept ignoring him lama he stopped calling...

at first i didn't tell anyone and i was doing fine. well, i pretended to be. the weeks past way too slow w i tried not to cry. i took off the ring he gave it to me o i decided to move on this time. one day, dana was in her way to my house and i was setting on my balcony playing on my guitar lama she came.

dana: hey

me: hi

dana: bard 5leena nd5el jwa

me: umm ok

dana: you're playing on your guitar again?

me: i was bored waiting for you

dana: nouf told that you're skipping a lot of classes

me: umm yea

dana: what's wrong?

lama she asked me that i smiled. i smiled that very sad smile.

me: i hate morning classes

nouf: umm ok

it was the weekend, we stayed in my room watched some movies, ate some junk food w after that we were getting ready to bed. i was setting on my dresser taking off my necklace, bracelets and the rings i was wearing lama dana come.

dana: wain your charger?

me: umm here

dana: oh

me: what?

dana: you took off the ring? '3areeba

me: what ring?

dana: elle majed gave it to you

once she said his name i felt pain inside.

dana: 3a6eene the ring

me: 5etheeh mn el box

dana: aish 3ndk you usually sleep wearing the ring?

i ignored her w i went to bed.

me: lama you finish looking at it put it back w close the jewelry box *i yelled so she can hear me*

dana: liin

me: hala?

dana: you've been quiet lately

me: so?

dana: w you're skipping classes

me: ...

dana: you're faking a smile every time we go out w don't you say i'm wrong

me: ok you're wrong

dana: tfakreen i didn't notice that you weren't wearing your ring for the past few weeks?

me: ...

dana: you didn't say anything but i'm not stupid

me: dana i want to sleep

dana: ...

me: goodnight

dana: ...

i rested my head on my pillow w after five minutes i got up.

me: i left him

dana: what?

me: i left majed

dana: omg liin why!! *shocked*

i told her everything w she said that i did the right thing. i was holding up all by myself for a long time w that night i cried w i decided not to cry b3daha. w i didn't cry. but deep inside, i was dying.

i wasn't doing good in my classes so i asked mama if its ok law 3malt drop she didn't say anything lama i told her i'll go to my brother turki in los angeles. nouf and dana didn't say anything either, they knew how broken hearted i am, they helped me packing too.

i was ready to go and leave every memory behind. but mama wanted to talk to me about something before i leave so i went to her room that night.

i knocked the door.

mama: ed5el

me: its me mama

mama: ha 7abeebte you finished packing?

me: eewa dana w nouf helped me w haifa now jalsa trtb everything

mama: allah y7f'9k *she teared up*

me: mama don't tear up please

mama: 7abeebte ente

me: bs kam shahar w raj3een ana w turki sawa w ento 7atjoon enshallah *i giggled*

mama: ente merta7a ketha?

me: kaif ketha?

mama: elle jalsa te3mleeh

me: eewa mama

mama: allah ywafgk w y7f'9k

i kissed her forehead w i went back to the girls. nouf and dana going to sleep at my house, its our last night together. we slept at 7:00 am and i woke up at 3:00 pm to set with my family gabl i go to the airport at night. i went to the airport, dana, nouf and haifa came with me i said goodbye to them w i went inside waiting for the airplane. i finally got on the airplane. updated my status "off to los angeles" w i shut down my phone.

at first we stopped in dubai then we flew directly to los angeles. it was a very long flight but el 7mdelellah we finally landed. my brother was already waiting for me, i hugged him really tight when i saw him. i missed him. we went back to his apartment. w in our way we had a little chat.

turki: kaif el jw fe el riya'9?

me: umm not bad

turki: hena bard

me: yea i can feel it *giggled*

turki: i kicked el 3yaal out of my apartment *giggled*

me: why?

turki: 3ashank 6aal 3omrk

me: "eyelashes*

we laughed shwy w he told me to rest shwy. we got to his apartment, took a shower w i slept right away.

i start having fun with my brother w my old school friends who study there. the time was passing a little bit fast.

one of the night my brother took me to the cinema.

turki: what do you want to watch?

me: umm i don't know

turki: 6ayb aish raayk you pick the movie w i'll go bring you popcorn?

me: umm no you pick the movie w i'll go

turki: ok you're leaving me with the hard job? :p

me: yea *giggled*

i went to the snacks counter stood in the line, i ordered two popcorns w two sodas i was picking the things up lama turki came.

turki: aish you ordered for me?

me: diet coke w caramel popcorn

turki: leave them ana w salman will take them

salman? i looked up w saw him standing right behind my brother. i gave turki that look!

salman: hi

me: hey

salman: el 7mdelellah 3ala el salamh

me: allah yslmk *smiled*

turki: tra i told my friends you're the reason i kicked them out *giggled*

i gazed turki.

salman: 3a9bt 3laik

they both laughed w i found out that salman is going to the same movie we are. great, just great. i was too embarrassed talking in front of salman. anyway, the movie was finally over we said bye to salman and we went to some restaurant to eat dinner before heading home.

lama we arrived i went to my bedroom to checked on my saudi sim card to see if there any messages from salman. lol yes i did that and i don't even know why. w i didn't find any messages :p. i sat in the living room that night flipping channels w my brother was in his room taking a shower lama the doorbell rang. i opened the door and it was salman.

salman: hala lina turki wainh?

me: umm he's taking a shower

salman: oh ok then lama y6la3 tell him i'm waiting for him down

me: umm 6ayb wait i'll check on him

salman: ok

i went to turki's room knocked the door, he didn't answer so i opened the door w he was still in the shower, i knocked the bathroom door.

me: turki

turki: yea?

me: salman is here

turki: shit nsait 5aleeh yestna

me: he said he'll wait for you down

turki: a5aaf a6awl 3laih 5aleeh yd5el

me: you're kidding? eff

i went back to salman w i told him to come in.

me: you want something to drink?

salman: no thanks

me: akeed?

salman: umm 3ala kaifk *giggled*

me: ok

i went to the kitchen w i brought him chocolate milk.

salman: e7lfe? *laughed*

me: enta glt 3ala kaifk

salman: ok *giggled*

i stood there raising my eyebrow lol.

salman: what?

me: drink it

salman: i will *giggled*

me: ok

salman: ela mata jaalsa hena?

me: umm i don't know

salman: having fun?

me: yea

salman: good

i smiled at him. i went back to turki w he finished his shower so i decided to leave salman alone to set on the balcony. few minutes later i received a mention on twitter. it was from salman thanking me for the chocolate milk lol.

i was trying my best to distract myself from thinking about majed. i go out with the girls, with my brother, skype with my friends back home, with my family and i was doing ok. i sound ok.

one of the days i woke up early so i decided to go on a walk. the weather was chilly, i went to starbucks to order some coffee. i was waiting in the line when i saw some of turki's friends w salman was one of them. i was wearing my purple sweatpants with a white hoodie, i didn't want him to see me w i was about to hide my hair under the hoodie lama i saw him from the corner of my eyes looking at me w i pretended like i didn't see him. i ordered my french vanilla latte w i was about to take it lama i heard salman.

salman: morning

me: oh hi

salman: kaifk?

me: good how about you?

salman: i'm good

awkward silence.

salman: sorry jeetk bs 5ft a7d mn el 3yaal ygoolk shy

me: aw thanks

salman: wain turki?

me: naaym

salman: raay7a makan?

me: i was walking w now raaj3a

salman: ta3aale awa9lk

me: no need

salman: bs shwy neb3d 3n el 3yaal 3ashan yfakroonk greebte

me: umm ok

we walked shwy, we also talked lama we noticed that we're standing under my building.

me: oh w9alna

salman: oh ma 7sait

me: neither do i

salman: i had fun

me: me too, thanks

salman: sure

i giggled :(

salman: umm lina

me: hala?

salman: 3aade taa5the my number? law you need something or law you get lost mra thaanya *giggled*

me: funny *giggled*

salman: yalla take it

me: umm ok

salman: really?

me: yea

i gave him my phone so he can enter his phone number.

me: thanks

salman: take care

me: ok bye

salman: bye

after few days we started texting. i didn't want to lie on my brother, i told him about salman that he gave me his number law i ever needed something w he was cool about it. anyway, we started to see each other almost everyday w in the weekend we go to walk. one of the weekends he suggested to turki nroo7 "universal studios" and we did and the three of us had a lot of fun.

few months passed by w everything was great. i smiled, laughed, enjoyed the life like i never been hurted.

i was sitting with turki on the balcony when mama called.

me: aloo

mama: ahleen liin 

me: hala mama kaifk?

mama: wallah el 7mdelellah ente kaifk w waif turki?

me: kwayseen

mama: kaif L.A?

me: great

we chatted shway b3dain she strait pointing about something. 

mama: 6ayb 7abeebte ana bs 7agoolk 3ala sha'3la w la t'9'36e 3ala 7aalk take your time think 3ala raa7tk

me: mama

mama: this time you'll think alone mafe a7d ygoolk ay shy

me: mama aish el salfa

mama: fe waa7d mtgadm lk

me: faisal? mama etha ho nafsah gltlk i don't want to

mama: la 7abeebte waa7d thaane

me: ok mama i'll think bs please at least 5aleene shwy w ana merta7a afkr, after few weeks 7akeene again w i promise you i'll think about it

mama: ya bente 

me: mama please w i promise you i'll think about it but not now

mama: 3ala raa7tk

i hanged up before she say anything more lol. 

turki asked me aish 9aayr w i told him, he laughed w he asked who's the guy, i didn't ask i was too worry to hang up gabl ma tgool anything lol!


saturday night, 9:30 pm.

i was out with my friends lama salman texted me he wanted to see me w i wanted to see him too so i told him where i am. he came w he walked me home. 

salman: when are you going back to riya'9?

me: umm i don't know wallah

salman: you're coming back with turki or what?

me: i don't think so 

salman: why?

me: i have collage

salman: edrse hna courses lama nrja3

me: meen nrja3?

salman: turki i mean

me: umm i don't know

salman: ma 3jbtk LA?

me: you're kidding?

salman: ajal aish feek you don't want to stay?

me: salman aish feek? 

salman: nothing

me: are you sure?

salman: abeek tjlse

i gazed him w he giggled. 

me: y3ne you want me to stay lama turki yrja3 which means enta trja3?

salman: yea *giggled*

me: y3ne ajls ma adrs for about one and a half year? hatha agal shy

salman: gltlk edrse hna

i giggled. 

me: i miss my family w my friends thats why i want to go back there

salman: lina

me: yea?

salman: ana a7bk