CHAPTER 50 (THE END)

previously,

i received a vey weird messages from some guy w when i asked who's that? he said he's saud, majed's best friend. i got into a fight with majed because of him. i actually left majed because of him, also because he didn't believe me. i was in a lot of pain, so i decided to go and live with my brother in L.A for awhile thats when i met salman again, we became close friends. also mama decided to ruin one of the days lama she told me there is a guy metgadmle. anyway, salman was walking me home lama he told me that he loves me...









i stopped once i heard the word "a7bk"

salman: lina

me: ...

salman: linaa

me: salman i...

salman: you what?

i looked down. he got closer to me.

salman: i'm sorry lina ta3aale araj3k

i nodded. i didn't know what to say!

we were walking silently w it was really awkward. i was shocked w i couldn't say anything, he's a very kind guy w fun to be with, sweet, gentleman bs i'm not ready for this and i will never be, to be in love again. i promised myself i won't do what i did with majed. i won't fall in love with any other guy, i got really hurt w i don't want that to happen again.

i was thinking all the way back lama i got home, i said bye to him nicely.

i was thinking of what he said earlier. why me? there is like a billion other girls. it was pretty late w i went to bed lama i checked my blackberry nouf was talking to me, she want me to go online on skype, i said ok w i opened my laptop.

Noufe came online...

me: BOO *i made a scary face lol*

nouf: e7lefe

i laughed.

nouf: kaifk? *laughing*

me: el 7mdelellah ente kaifk?

nouf: za3lana 3laik

me: why *straight face*

nouf: laazm i tell you 3ashan a7akeek?

i rolled my eyes :p

nouf: la t7akeene *puppy face*

i start making a really funny faces lama she start laughing at me. we talked about random stuff we also stayed silent for awhile too lama she asked me about salman. she knows about him.

nouf: how's salman?

me: he's ok ente you didn't tell me how's collage?

nouf: e7lfe?

me: what?

i start looking around.

nouf: la t'3ayre el salfa e7ke

me: ma '3yart

nouf: mn mata tes2le 3n my classes?

shit i have to tell her now.

me: umm

nouf: good girl e7ke aish 3amla?

me: nothing *gazed her*

nouf: ...

me: salman

nouf: aish feeh? *yelled*

me: ya 7maara don't yell

i was wearing my headphones w she yelled :(

nouf: sorry yalla e7ke bser3a!

me: umm he told me he loves me

nouf: NO *popping her eyes out*

me: yea

nouf: aish gelte?

me: nothing? ma a3rf aish agool!

nouf: umm how do you feel about him?

me: i don't know

nouf: think

me: i feel save when i'm with him, weird? *puppy face*

nouf: ok what else?

me: i do like him bs i can't fall in love nouf

nouf: why?

me: i don't think i can trust guys anymore

nouf: because of majed?

me: yea

nouf: he's a jerk w you know that

me: ...

nouf: do you still love majed?

me: yea bs its not the same now w i know i can't forgive him 3ala what he did

nouf: then you should move on

me: you think i'm not trying? i'm trying everyday of my life

nouf: i'm sorry liin

me: its ok at least i don't feel anything anymore lama i hear his name *smiled*

nouf: te3rfe wain ydres?

me: yea San Diego

nouf: he changed his city

me: how do you know?

nouf: my brother was on phone with him w i heard them talking

me: oh wain ydres now?

nouf: L.A

me: ...

nouf: ma 3laina

me: yea ma 3laina

nouf: aish fe kaman things you didn't tell me?

me: nothing *i giggled*

nouf: umm ok

me: oh wait fe a huge news

nouf: 7maara ma 9erte te7keenle shy

i laughed.

me: umm mama called me mn fatra

nouf: yea?

me: fe waa7d metgadm

nouf: you're kidding? *yelled*

me: ya 7maara i told you not to yell

nouf: i'm sorry meen e7ke yalla

me: i don't know

nouf: kaif you don't know? *she start gazing me*

me: i didn't want to think about anything w i told her i'll talk to her soon 3ashan ne7ke

nouf: ok call her now w tell me 3ala6ool

me: tomorrow *giggled*

nouf: now!!

me: ef ok fine

nouf: bye

me: ok thank you *giggled*

nouf:  i love you *shyly tone*

me: bye

i hanged up with her w texted mama that i want to talk to her w that i'm waiting for her on skype. few minutes later she came online and we talked.

me: mama

mama: eewa?

me: i thought about what you said

mama: ha 7abeebte

me: 7ast5eer

mama: 7abeebte allah yektblk elle feeh el 5air *teared up*

me: mama ma gelt ketha 3ashan tebkeen

mama: wallah mn far7te

i smiled. mama loves us all bs i've always felt that she loves me the most. i love her!

me: mama laazm ad3e fe el 9alaah?

mama: eewa 7abeebte w goole esm el walad

me: mama ma a3rf meen

mama: ma gltlk? ajal kaif you thought about it?

me: i thought about the whole idea *i laughed*

mama: afkr gltlk

me: no

mama: te3rfe lamya al-...

me: umm

mama: weldaha salman al-...

lama mama said his name i got really shocked.

mama: liin

me: ha

mama: aish feek?

me: mama ma asm3k kways 5laa9 afkr w arja3 a7akeek

mama: ok 7abeebte salme 3ala a5ook

i hanged up. still in shock. i never thought it would be him... i sat outside in the balcony thinking thats when my brother entered.

turki: lina!

me: oh hi turki

turki: lsa 9aa7ya?

me: kent a7aake mama

turki: oh ok

me: laish raaj3 mt2a5r?

turki: my friends apartment is 5 floors away so shut up *laughed*

me: haha

turki: what's wrong?

me: mama told me meen elle metgdmle

turki: jd? ha what do you think of him?

me: you knew?!

turki: of course i knew *giggled*

me: i hate you

i hit his arm.

we talked about salman shwy w after that i went to my bedroom. i was happy for no reason.

few weeks passed w i didn't see or talk to salman mn lama mama told me about him. w i start missing him. yes, i missed him w thats when i knew that i'm already in love with him bs i was lying ay myself. i called mama w i told her about my final answer. its yes. i had to go back to el riyadh, so i waited for my brother to finish 3ashan nrja3 sawa. mama didn't tell anyone, not even my sisters. salman also came back from california w they visited us. el 7mdelellah everything went perfect. mama told me that she will tell my sisters, my aunts w the whole family. i was worried about dana, nouf and abeer 3ashan i kept this from them lol. so i decided not to tell them :p

haifa updated her personal message w thats when i start receiving tons and tons of messages, phone calls. dana got pissed ant me at first b3dain she start crying for me lol. i love you :p

my brother gave me salmon's bbpin. i was too shy to talk to him after all this w i was waiting for him to text me, now i have his pin :p i added him. at first ma kent a7ke b3daha 9erna ne7ke 24/7 w lama rja3na california i got the chance to see him without getting worry about anything or anyone. i see salman almost everyday lama we got back. we go on a walk, we go shopping, we watch movies together.

one of the days turki took us to lunch w lama we finished he went back home. i stayed with salman the rest of the day, the weather was freezing. we were walking, talking, laughing, holding hands that night. i was never this happy lama i saw majed standing in front of us. i totally forgot about what nouf told me. he saw the way salman flirted with me w i pretended that i didn't see him. he was really mad, he thought that salman is my new boyfriend or something. i told salman to stop but he didn't listen thats when majed got into a fight with salman w lma i told him that salman is my fiancé he start hitting salman even more. i hardly separated them w salman was confused not knowing what happened and once i got back i received a message from majed. at first i didn't reply w all i wanted is to punch him on the face lama i asked dana what to do w she told me to meet him w to know laish 3amal ketha. so i texted him.

me: "hi :) can we meet tomorrow?"

few minutes later he replied: "when?"

me: "at 7:00 pm?"

majed: "ok"

me: text me the address w i'll be there."

majed: "ok..."

i was scared. what if salman saw us? i don't care, all i want now is to know why did he do that. the next day he texted me the address i dressed up w i was ready to go. 15 minutes later i arrived to the place. i looked around for him w i saw him sitting on a table next to the window.

me: hi

majed: hey

me: ...

majed: ejlse

me: i'm not here to sit w i think you know that

majed: ...

me: last night laish 3amalt ketha?

majed: ...

me: majed e7ke laish '9rabt salman?

majed: esmh salman? 

me: tell me laish you did that?

majed: what do you want me to do lama ashoofk ma3 wa7d 

me: he's my fiancé

majed: yea right

me: what do you mean yea right?

majed: ...

me: after all this time you don't trust me?

majed: lina

me: what? lina what? yalla e7ke?

majed: i trust you w i was wrong about saud. i found out the truth, you're right!

me: i don't care majed, i don't care anymore law you don't believe anything i say

majed: ...

me: i love salman w he loves me w law you really care about me forget about me

majed: etha hatha elle yes3dk

me: yea

majed: ok

me: this things belongs to you

majed: what things?

i gave him back the things he gave me w the ring...

me: here take it. bye majed

majed: lina

me: yea?

majed: i never should've let you go  

after more than two years of good/bad times with majed i've moved on. i knew that what i did was wrong. i never should of trusted him. if someone really loves you they would believe you. they wouldn't let you slip away no matter what. never give up on you.

i couldn't lie at salman lama he asked me about majed. i thought he would be disappointed bs lama i told him the truth all he said that he trust more than ever w thats all i want beside his love.






2012...

i have the perfect man in this giant world, i have salman. w i'm actually preparing for our wedding and thats why i always post late :(












THE END.





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i'm sorry guys ga9art m3aakm the last few weeks, i have a lot of things to do beside writing a new chapter. anyway, i hope you like my story w this chapter should have more details bs walla i don't have time. 

thank you all for your support.

I LOVE YOU <3



xoxo -lina