CHAPTER 50 (THE END)

previously,

i received a vey weird messages from some guy w when i asked who's that? he said he's saud, majed's best friend. i got into a fight with majed because of him. i actually left majed because of him, also because he didn't believe me. i was in a lot of pain, so i decided to go and live with my brother in L.A for awhile thats when i met salman again, we became close friends. also mama decided to ruin one of the days lama she told me there is a guy metgadmle. anyway, salman was walking me home lama he told me that he loves me...









i stopped once i heard the word "a7bk"

salman: lina

me: ...

salman: linaa

me: salman i...

salman: you what?

i looked down. he got closer to me.

salman: i'm sorry lina ta3aale araj3k

i nodded. i didn't know what to say!

we were walking silently w it was really awkward. i was shocked w i couldn't say anything, he's a very kind guy w fun to be with, sweet, gentleman bs i'm not ready for this and i will never be, to be in love again. i promised myself i won't do what i did with majed. i won't fall in love with any other guy, i got really hurt w i don't want that to happen again.

i was thinking all the way back lama i got home, i said bye to him nicely.

i was thinking of what he said earlier. why me? there is like a billion other girls. it was pretty late w i went to bed lama i checked my blackberry nouf was talking to me, she want me to go online on skype, i said ok w i opened my laptop.

Noufe came online...

me: BOO *i made a scary face lol*

nouf: e7lefe

i laughed.

nouf: kaifk? *laughing*

me: el 7mdelellah ente kaifk?

nouf: za3lana 3laik

me: why *straight face*

nouf: laazm i tell you 3ashan a7akeek?

i rolled my eyes :p

nouf: la t7akeene *puppy face*

i start making a really funny faces lama she start laughing at me. we talked about random stuff we also stayed silent for awhile too lama she asked me about salman. she knows about him.

nouf: how's salman?

me: he's ok ente you didn't tell me how's collage?

nouf: e7lfe?

me: what?

i start looking around.

nouf: la t'3ayre el salfa e7ke

me: ma '3yart

nouf: mn mata tes2le 3n my classes?

shit i have to tell her now.

me: umm

nouf: good girl e7ke aish 3amla?

me: nothing *gazed her*

nouf: ...

me: salman

nouf: aish feeh? *yelled*

me: ya 7maara don't yell

i was wearing my headphones w she yelled :(

nouf: sorry yalla e7ke bser3a!

me: umm he told me he loves me

nouf: NO *popping her eyes out*

me: yea

nouf: aish gelte?

me: nothing? ma a3rf aish agool!

nouf: umm how do you feel about him?

me: i don't know

nouf: think

me: i feel save when i'm with him, weird? *puppy face*

nouf: ok what else?

me: i do like him bs i can't fall in love nouf

nouf: why?

me: i don't think i can trust guys anymore

nouf: because of majed?

me: yea

nouf: he's a jerk w you know that

me: ...

nouf: do you still love majed?

me: yea bs its not the same now w i know i can't forgive him 3ala what he did

nouf: then you should move on

me: you think i'm not trying? i'm trying everyday of my life

nouf: i'm sorry liin

me: its ok at least i don't feel anything anymore lama i hear his name *smiled*

nouf: te3rfe wain ydres?

me: yea San Diego

nouf: he changed his city

me: how do you know?

nouf: my brother was on phone with him w i heard them talking

me: oh wain ydres now?

nouf: L.A

me: ...

nouf: ma 3laina

me: yea ma 3laina

nouf: aish fe kaman things you didn't tell me?

me: nothing *i giggled*

nouf: umm ok

me: oh wait fe a huge news

nouf: 7maara ma 9erte te7keenle shy

i laughed.

me: umm mama called me mn fatra

nouf: yea?

me: fe waa7d metgadm

nouf: you're kidding? *yelled*

me: ya 7maara i told you not to yell

nouf: i'm sorry meen e7ke yalla

me: i don't know

nouf: kaif you don't know? *she start gazing me*

me: i didn't want to think about anything w i told her i'll talk to her soon 3ashan ne7ke

nouf: ok call her now w tell me 3ala6ool

me: tomorrow *giggled*

nouf: now!!

me: ef ok fine

nouf: bye

me: ok thank you *giggled*

nouf:  i love you *shyly tone*

me: bye

i hanged up with her w texted mama that i want to talk to her w that i'm waiting for her on skype. few minutes later she came online and we talked.

me: mama

mama: eewa?

me: i thought about what you said

mama: ha 7abeebte

me: 7ast5eer

mama: 7abeebte allah yektblk elle feeh el 5air *teared up*

me: mama ma gelt ketha 3ashan tebkeen

mama: wallah mn far7te

i smiled. mama loves us all bs i've always felt that she loves me the most. i love her!

me: mama laazm ad3e fe el 9alaah?

mama: eewa 7abeebte w goole esm el walad

me: mama ma a3rf meen

mama: ma gltlk? ajal kaif you thought about it?

me: i thought about the whole idea *i laughed*

mama: afkr gltlk

me: no

mama: te3rfe lamya al-...

me: umm

mama: weldaha salman al-...

lama mama said his name i got really shocked.

mama: liin

me: ha

mama: aish feek?

me: mama ma asm3k kways 5laa9 afkr w arja3 a7akeek

mama: ok 7abeebte salme 3ala a5ook

i hanged up. still in shock. i never thought it would be him... i sat outside in the balcony thinking thats when my brother entered.

turki: lina!

me: oh hi turki

turki: lsa 9aa7ya?

me: kent a7aake mama

turki: oh ok

me: laish raaj3 mt2a5r?

turki: my friends apartment is 5 floors away so shut up *laughed*

me: haha

turki: what's wrong?

me: mama told me meen elle metgdmle

turki: jd? ha what do you think of him?

me: you knew?!

turki: of course i knew *giggled*

me: i hate you

i hit his arm.

we talked about salman shwy w after that i went to my bedroom. i was happy for no reason.

few weeks passed w i didn't see or talk to salman mn lama mama told me about him. w i start missing him. yes, i missed him w thats when i knew that i'm already in love with him bs i was lying ay myself. i called mama w i told her about my final answer. its yes. i had to go back to el riyadh, so i waited for my brother to finish 3ashan nrja3 sawa. mama didn't tell anyone, not even my sisters. salman also came back from california w they visited us. el 7mdelellah everything went perfect. mama told me that she will tell my sisters, my aunts w the whole family. i was worried about dana, nouf and abeer 3ashan i kept this from them lol. so i decided not to tell them :p

haifa updated her personal message w thats when i start receiving tons and tons of messages, phone calls. dana got pissed ant me at first b3dain she start crying for me lol. i love you :p

my brother gave me salmon's bbpin. i was too shy to talk to him after all this w i was waiting for him to text me, now i have his pin :p i added him. at first ma kent a7ke b3daha 9erna ne7ke 24/7 w lama rja3na california i got the chance to see him without getting worry about anything or anyone. i see salman almost everyday lama we got back. we go on a walk, we go shopping, we watch movies together.

one of the days turki took us to lunch w lama we finished he went back home. i stayed with salman the rest of the day, the weather was freezing. we were walking, talking, laughing, holding hands that night. i was never this happy lama i saw majed standing in front of us. i totally forgot about what nouf told me. he saw the way salman flirted with me w i pretended that i didn't see him. he was really mad, he thought that salman is my new boyfriend or something. i told salman to stop but he didn't listen thats when majed got into a fight with salman w lma i told him that salman is my fiancé he start hitting salman even more. i hardly separated them w salman was confused not knowing what happened and once i got back i received a message from majed. at first i didn't reply w all i wanted is to punch him on the face lama i asked dana what to do w she told me to meet him w to know laish 3amal ketha. so i texted him.

me: "hi :) can we meet tomorrow?"

few minutes later he replied: "when?"

me: "at 7:00 pm?"

majed: "ok"

me: text me the address w i'll be there."

majed: "ok..."

i was scared. what if salman saw us? i don't care, all i want now is to know why did he do that. the next day he texted me the address i dressed up w i was ready to go. 15 minutes later i arrived to the place. i looked around for him w i saw him sitting on a table next to the window.

me: hi

majed: hey

me: ...

majed: ejlse

me: i'm not here to sit w i think you know that

majed: ...

me: last night laish 3amalt ketha?

majed: ...

me: majed e7ke laish '9rabt salman?

majed: esmh salman? 

me: tell me laish you did that?

majed: what do you want me to do lama ashoofk ma3 wa7d 

me: he's my fiancé

majed: yea right

me: what do you mean yea right?

majed: ...

me: after all this time you don't trust me?

majed: lina

me: what? lina what? yalla e7ke?

majed: i trust you w i was wrong about saud. i found out the truth, you're right!

me: i don't care majed, i don't care anymore law you don't believe anything i say

majed: ...

me: i love salman w he loves me w law you really care about me forget about me

majed: etha hatha elle yes3dk

me: yea

majed: ok

me: this things belongs to you

majed: what things?

i gave him back the things he gave me w the ring...

me: here take it. bye majed

majed: lina

me: yea?

majed: i never should've let you go  

after more than two years of good/bad times with majed i've moved on. i knew that what i did was wrong. i never should of trusted him. if someone really loves you they would believe you. they wouldn't let you slip away no matter what. never give up on you.

i couldn't lie at salman lama he asked me about majed. i thought he would be disappointed bs lama i told him the truth all he said that he trust more than ever w thats all i want beside his love.






2012...

i have the perfect man in this giant world, i have salman. w i'm actually preparing for our wedding and thats why i always post late :(












THE END.





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i'm sorry guys ga9art m3aakm the last few weeks, i have a lot of things to do beside writing a new chapter. anyway, i hope you like my story w this chapter should have more details bs walla i don't have time. 

thank you all for your support.

I LOVE YOU <3



xoxo -lina 

CHAPTER 49

GOOD MORNING PARIS! lol just kidding morning readers :p

a very long chapter for all of you! I LOVE YOU ALL <3

enjoy...



previously,

i saw majed for the first time after our breakup it was the greatest/romatical night of my life. i had the chance to see him everyday when i go out with my friends or so. and one of the nights i was hurrying to go out to meet the girls when i received a very creepy messages from unknown number w lama i asked who's the sender i never expected it would be him. 

i yelled at my phone lama i saw the message.

nouf: aish feek? *straight face*

me: umm...

i tried to say something bs i was too shocked.

nouf: liin e7ke what's wrong?

me: nothing *i faked a smile*

i put down my phone w i tried not to think about it at least not now. nouf knew something was going on so she bbmed me bs i didn't see it lama she pinged me o i felt it.

i opened the chat.

nouf: "aish feek? :s"

me: "lama nrja3 a7keelk"

nouf: "talk now -_-"

me: "ma ynfa3 :)!"

nouf: "majed?"

me: "la2"

nouf: "ef liin talk now"

the girls was looking at us so i ignored nouf and i start acting as normal as i could. and finally we finished, we said bye to the girls and we got into the car.

nouf: yalla e7ke now aish feek?

me: there is someone who keep texting me weird texts

nouf: aish el texts?

me: agoolk weird texts

nouf: like what?

me: a stalker texts

nouf: you're kidding? why you didn't say something before?

me: taw he started texting me gabl ma n6la3

nouf: what does he want?

me: 7anshoofk tonight 9a7? w you're too beautiful its just creepy nouf

nouf: 6ayb ask meen w what they want?

me: i already asked

nouf: meen? *she yelled*

it was...



















SAUD.

remember him? majed's best friend?

and when i told nouf she couldn't believe it either. she told me to ignore his messages w law he did text again i should tell majed. we were talking lama i received another message from him.

saud: "I SAW YOU!"

i didn't reply on him. w few minutes later he texted me again.

saud: "you're so hot you know?"

his last cheesy message got me really mad w nouf tried to come me down. my phone rang and it was majed.

me: aloo

majed: 7abeebte

i stayed quiet.

majed: kaifk?

me: el 7mdelellah enta kaifk?

majed: al7een ana kways *giggled*

me: ...

majed: liin

me: yea?

majed: feek shy?

me: la2 7abeebe

majed: akeed?

me: eewa

majed: waink?

me: my way home

majed: wain re7te?

me: burger boutique

majed: ana greeb henak 6ala3te?

me: eewa

majed: oh

me: meen m3ak?

majed: el 3yaal

me: meen?

majed: aish feek tes2ale?

me: ma y9eer as2l?

majed: ella *giggled* m3e 5aled w ziyad w saud 6ala3 w lsa ma raja3

me: oh

majed: erj3e el bait la troo7e makan za7ma

me: enshallah

majed: liin

me: yea?

majed: akeed mafeek shy?

me: nouf m3ay now ne7ke b3dain?

majed: ok take care

me: w enta kaman

majed: liin

me: sm

majed: a7bk

me: w ana a7bk majed

we hanged up.

i felt really bad lying to majed so i decided to tell him tonight. nouf dropped me home i entered the house w i saw my sister with her friends so i went up to my room. i checked my phone w there was three messages from saud :)!

the first text: "hello?"

the second text: "3aade we're talking now rde :$"

the third text: "maybe you're with majed now but you'll leave him for me you'll see ;) i'm irresistible :$"

lama i read these three message i called majed right away.

i dialed his number, its ringing...

majed: aloo

me: majed waink?

majed: raaj3 el bait aish feek?

me: i've to tell you something

majed: ok bs awa9l saud w a7akeek

me: saud? ma yes7te

majed: aish feek?

me: lama twa9l hatha elle ma yest7e 7akeene

majed: 7abeebte

me: sm

majed: 5ala9 arja3 el bait w a7akeek

me: ok

majed: a7bk

me: a7bk majed

i stayed in my room waiting for him w after 20 minutes he called.

majed: liin aish feek?

me: saud 9aa7bk

majed: aish feeh?

me: el yoom he texted me

majed: mn wain y3rf your number

me: i don't know majed

majed: aish el texts?

i read them.

majed: el 7aywan

me: majed don't get mad bs talk to him ask him why he's doing this

majed: liin shwy w a7akeek

me: where are going?

majed: shwy bs

me: majed wait law ma geltle 7az3l

majed: i'll go to his house

me: majed no!

majed: lina gltlk shwy w a7akeek goole enshallah w 5ala9

me: ...

majed: shwy bs 7abeebte

me: ok bye

majed: a7bk

i was nervous. i don't know what he's up to all i have is to wait for him to call. it was getting late w i was getting really worried about him. nouf called w she asked aish 9aar w i was on the phone with her lama majed called so i told nouf to hang up o i answered on majed.

me: aloo

majed: hala

me: majed t25rt!

majed: sorry

me: aish 9aar?

majed: liin

me: yea?

majed: are you sure enh saud?

me: eewa!

majed: kaif you're sure?

me: he said that!

majed: aish el ragm?

me: 05********

majed: its not saud number

me: what do you mean? ajal who is it?

majed: i don't know lina!

me: you're saying that i'm lying?

majed: i didn't say that

me: w you don't believe me kaman

majed: i don't lina y3ne why would he do that?

me: you're not serious majed

majed: he's my best friend mosta7eel y3ml ketha

me: ...

majed: a3rf saud mn lama kan 3omre 5 years old liin

me: i get it

majed: liin

me: you don't trust me w now you don't believe me, what else?

majed: ma glt ketha liin

me: you don't have to

majed: liin please

me: i knew it, i was wrong to trust you again

majed: lina!

me: at least this time i had the chance to tell you this w ana on phone with you

majed: lina wait

me: we're done majed

majed: lina la2

me: go have a relationship with saud etha you trust him more than me

majed: i'm sorry lina don't do that

me: i have to bye majed

majed: liin

i hanged up w i deleted him from my contact list. it was really hard for me to do that but i did it. if there is no trust there is no relationship so i had to do that. i had to walk away. i kept ignoring him lama he stopped calling...

at first i didn't tell anyone and i was doing fine. well, i pretended to be. the weeks past way too slow w i tried not to cry. i took off the ring he gave it to me o i decided to move on this time. one day, dana was in her way to my house and i was setting on my balcony playing on my guitar lama she came.

dana: hey

me: hi

dana: bard 5leena nd5el jwa

me: umm ok

dana: you're playing on your guitar again?

me: i was bored waiting for you

dana: nouf told that you're skipping a lot of classes

me: umm yea

dana: what's wrong?

lama she asked me that i smiled. i smiled that very sad smile.

me: i hate morning classes

nouf: umm ok

it was the weekend, we stayed in my room watched some movies, ate some junk food w after that we were getting ready to bed. i was setting on my dresser taking off my necklace, bracelets and the rings i was wearing lama dana come.

dana: wain your charger?

me: umm here

dana: oh

me: what?

dana: you took off the ring? '3areeba

me: what ring?

dana: elle majed gave it to you

once she said his name i felt pain inside.

dana: 3a6eene the ring

me: 5etheeh mn el box

dana: aish 3ndk you usually sleep wearing the ring?

i ignored her w i went to bed.

me: lama you finish looking at it put it back w close the jewelry box *i yelled so she can hear me*

dana: liin

me: hala?

dana: you've been quiet lately

me: so?

dana: w you're skipping classes

me: ...

dana: you're faking a smile every time we go out w don't you say i'm wrong

me: ok you're wrong

dana: tfakreen i didn't notice that you weren't wearing your ring for the past few weeks?

me: ...

dana: you didn't say anything but i'm not stupid

me: dana i want to sleep

dana: ...

me: goodnight

dana: ...

i rested my head on my pillow w after five minutes i got up.

me: i left him

dana: what?

me: i left majed

dana: omg liin why!! *shocked*

i told her everything w she said that i did the right thing. i was holding up all by myself for a long time w that night i cried w i decided not to cry b3daha. w i didn't cry. but deep inside, i was dying.

i wasn't doing good in my classes so i asked mama if its ok law 3malt drop she didn't say anything lama i told her i'll go to my brother turki in los angeles. nouf and dana didn't say anything either, they knew how broken hearted i am, they helped me packing too.

i was ready to go and leave every memory behind. but mama wanted to talk to me about something before i leave so i went to her room that night.

i knocked the door.

mama: ed5el

me: its me mama

mama: ha 7abeebte you finished packing?

me: eewa dana w nouf helped me w haifa now jalsa trtb everything

mama: allah y7f'9k *she teared up*

me: mama don't tear up please

mama: 7abeebte ente

me: bs kam shahar w raj3een ana w turki sawa w ento 7atjoon enshallah *i giggled*

mama: ente merta7a ketha?

me: kaif ketha?

mama: elle jalsa te3mleeh

me: eewa mama

mama: allah ywafgk w y7f'9k

i kissed her forehead w i went back to the girls. nouf and dana going to sleep at my house, its our last night together. we slept at 7:00 am and i woke up at 3:00 pm to set with my family gabl i go to the airport at night. i went to the airport, dana, nouf and haifa came with me i said goodbye to them w i went inside waiting for the airplane. i finally got on the airplane. updated my status "off to los angeles" w i shut down my phone.

at first we stopped in dubai then we flew directly to los angeles. it was a very long flight but el 7mdelellah we finally landed. my brother was already waiting for me, i hugged him really tight when i saw him. i missed him. we went back to his apartment. w in our way we had a little chat.

turki: kaif el jw fe el riya'9?

me: umm not bad

turki: hena bard

me: yea i can feel it *giggled*

turki: i kicked el 3yaal out of my apartment *giggled*

me: why?

turki: 3ashank 6aal 3omrk

me: "eyelashes*

we laughed shwy w he told me to rest shwy. we got to his apartment, took a shower w i slept right away.

i start having fun with my brother w my old school friends who study there. the time was passing a little bit fast.

one of the night my brother took me to the cinema.

turki: what do you want to watch?

me: umm i don't know

turki: 6ayb aish raayk you pick the movie w i'll go bring you popcorn?

me: umm no you pick the movie w i'll go

turki: ok you're leaving me with the hard job? :p

me: yea *giggled*

i went to the snacks counter stood in the line, i ordered two popcorns w two sodas i was picking the things up lama turki came.

turki: aish you ordered for me?

me: diet coke w caramel popcorn

turki: leave them ana w salman will take them

salman? i looked up w saw him standing right behind my brother. i gave turki that look!

salman: hi

me: hey

salman: el 7mdelellah 3ala el salamh

me: allah yslmk *smiled*

turki: tra i told my friends you're the reason i kicked them out *giggled*

i gazed turki.

salman: 3a9bt 3laik

they both laughed w i found out that salman is going to the same movie we are. great, just great. i was too embarrassed talking in front of salman. anyway, the movie was finally over we said bye to salman and we went to some restaurant to eat dinner before heading home.

lama we arrived i went to my bedroom to checked on my saudi sim card to see if there any messages from salman. lol yes i did that and i don't even know why. w i didn't find any messages :p. i sat in the living room that night flipping channels w my brother was in his room taking a shower lama the doorbell rang. i opened the door and it was salman.

salman: hala lina turki wainh?

me: umm he's taking a shower

salman: oh ok then lama y6la3 tell him i'm waiting for him down

me: umm 6ayb wait i'll check on him

salman: ok

i went to turki's room knocked the door, he didn't answer so i opened the door w he was still in the shower, i knocked the bathroom door.

me: turki

turki: yea?

me: salman is here

turki: shit nsait 5aleeh yestna

me: he said he'll wait for you down

turki: a5aaf a6awl 3laih 5aleeh yd5el

me: you're kidding? eff

i went back to salman w i told him to come in.

me: you want something to drink?

salman: no thanks

me: akeed?

salman: umm 3ala kaifk *giggled*

me: ok

i went to the kitchen w i brought him chocolate milk.

salman: e7lfe? *laughed*

me: enta glt 3ala kaifk

salman: ok *giggled*

i stood there raising my eyebrow lol.

salman: what?

me: drink it

salman: i will *giggled*

me: ok

salman: ela mata jaalsa hena?

me: umm i don't know

salman: having fun?

me: yea

salman: good

i smiled at him. i went back to turki w he finished his shower so i decided to leave salman alone to set on the balcony. few minutes later i received a mention on twitter. it was from salman thanking me for the chocolate milk lol.

i was trying my best to distract myself from thinking about majed. i go out with the girls, with my brother, skype with my friends back home, with my family and i was doing ok. i sound ok.

one of the days i woke up early so i decided to go on a walk. the weather was chilly, i went to starbucks to order some coffee. i was waiting in the line when i saw some of turki's friends w salman was one of them. i was wearing my purple sweatpants with a white hoodie, i didn't want him to see me w i was about to hide my hair under the hoodie lama i saw him from the corner of my eyes looking at me w i pretended like i didn't see him. i ordered my french vanilla latte w i was about to take it lama i heard salman.

salman: morning

me: oh hi

salman: kaifk?

me: good how about you?

salman: i'm good

awkward silence.

salman: sorry jeetk bs 5ft a7d mn el 3yaal ygoolk shy

me: aw thanks

salman: wain turki?

me: naaym

salman: raay7a makan?

me: i was walking w now raaj3a

salman: ta3aale awa9lk

me: no need

salman: bs shwy neb3d 3n el 3yaal 3ashan yfakroonk greebte

me: umm ok

we walked shwy, we also talked lama we noticed that we're standing under my building.

me: oh w9alna

salman: oh ma 7sait

me: neither do i

salman: i had fun

me: me too, thanks

salman: sure

i giggled :(

salman: umm lina

me: hala?

salman: 3aade taa5the my number? law you need something or law you get lost mra thaanya *giggled*

me: funny *giggled*

salman: yalla take it

me: umm ok

salman: really?

me: yea

i gave him my phone so he can enter his phone number.

me: thanks

salman: take care

me: ok bye

salman: bye

after few days we started texting. i didn't want to lie on my brother, i told him about salman that he gave me his number law i ever needed something w he was cool about it. anyway, we started to see each other almost everyday w in the weekend we go to walk. one of the weekends he suggested to turki nroo7 "universal studios" and we did and the three of us had a lot of fun.

few months passed by w everything was great. i smiled, laughed, enjoyed the life like i never been hurted.

i was sitting with turki on the balcony when mama called.

me: aloo

mama: ahleen liin 

me: hala mama kaifk?

mama: wallah el 7mdelellah ente kaifk w waif turki?

me: kwayseen

mama: kaif L.A?

me: great

we chatted shway b3dain she strait pointing about something. 

mama: 6ayb 7abeebte ana bs 7agoolk 3ala sha'3la w la t'9'36e 3ala 7aalk take your time think 3ala raa7tk

me: mama

mama: this time you'll think alone mafe a7d ygoolk ay shy

me: mama aish el salfa

mama: fe waa7d mtgadm lk

me: faisal? mama etha ho nafsah gltlk i don't want to

mama: la 7abeebte waa7d thaane

me: ok mama i'll think bs please at least 5aleene shwy w ana merta7a afkr, after few weeks 7akeene again w i promise you i'll think about it

mama: ya bente 

me: mama please w i promise you i'll think about it but not now

mama: 3ala raa7tk

i hanged up before she say anything more lol. 

turki asked me aish 9aayr w i told him, he laughed w he asked who's the guy, i didn't ask i was too worry to hang up gabl ma tgool anything lol!


saturday night, 9:30 pm.

i was out with my friends lama salman texted me he wanted to see me w i wanted to see him too so i told him where i am. he came w he walked me home. 

salman: when are you going back to riya'9?

me: umm i don't know wallah

salman: you're coming back with turki or what?

me: i don't think so 

salman: why?

me: i have collage

salman: edrse hna courses lama nrja3

me: meen nrja3?

salman: turki i mean

me: umm i don't know

salman: ma 3jbtk LA?

me: you're kidding?

salman: ajal aish feek you don't want to stay?

me: salman aish feek? 

salman: nothing

me: are you sure?

salman: abeek tjlse

i gazed him w he giggled. 

me: y3ne you want me to stay lama turki yrja3 which means enta trja3?

salman: yea *giggled*

me: y3ne ajls ma adrs for about one and a half year? hatha agal shy

salman: gltlk edrse hna

i giggled. 

me: i miss my family w my friends thats why i want to go back there

salman: lina

me: yea?

salman: ana a7bk

CHAPTER 48

hey all <3

i'm still in dubai :( and i'm really sorry i couldn't post this chapter before. i have a lot of things going right now in my life, good things though :p, i'm going to paris in few hours and i can't go without writing you the next chapter so here you go...

I LOVE YOU ALL <3

enjoy.

previously, 

i'm going to meet majed and i was getting ready. me and dana went to nouf's house w it was empty just the three of us and her little bother and sister. majed arrived and he went directly to their mol7ag and bbmed me to come, nouf and dana walked me there. i opened the door...

once i saw him i ran into him, he opened up his arms and hugged me tight. strangely i hugged him back, even tighter. his tall figure enveloped my whole body, i could smell the cologne he had on. i couldn't believe that i'm with him, again. we stood there hugging each other for about 5 minutes and we didn't want to let go of each other. 

majed: i miss you lina

me: i miss you more majed

majed: a7bk

i giggled between his arms.

majed: ya zeenk

i giggled again.

me: lets set

majed: la2 

me: why not?

majed: i don't want to let go now

me: i don't want to let go either 

he wrapped his arms around my waist tightly as i did wrapped my arms around his nick. finally we let go of each other slowly, we sat down on the comfy cushions facing each other. my face was painted with a red color.

majed: lama al7een test7een mne?

i giggled.

majed: you look beautiful 

me: majed *blushed*

majed: i'm sorry lina

me: its ok

majed: no its not

me: majed

majed: i don't know what came into me

me: majed stop it 

majed: ... 

me: we're here to see each other and spend sometime together ma ne7ke 3an what happened

majed: ok i'm sorry

we talked like its our first time together. 

majed: liin

me: yea?

majed: how's school?

me: umm good

majed: umm sure?

me: no

majed: why?

me: ...

majed: lama i left z3alte?

i looked directly to his eyes. and i teared up.

majed: liin 

me: yea? *i faked a smile*

we were sitting next to each other, very close to each other and i looked down lama i teared up and he lifted my chin up wiped my tears.

majed: i'm sorry

me: don't say sorry

majed: its my fault 

i stayed quiet. then he held my hand playing with my fingers. he saw that i was still wearing the ring and once he saw the ring i looked into his eyes. he teared up and i couldn't say anything, its my first time elle i see a guy tearing up in front of me.

majed: lina

me: yea?

majed: i'm sorry wallah ana 7maar

me: don't say that majed

he said enshallah and smiled holding and looking to my hand then he kissed it. we were quiet lama he start tickling me and i start laughing and hitting him to make him stop but i couldn't, he was on top of me. finally he stopped. we were facing each other.

majed: 3awartek? 

me: eewa

he giggled.

me: ok get up off me

majed: no

me: majed

he smiled his charmy smile... i wrapped my arms around his nick and stared into his eyes. 

me: a7bk majed

majed: w ana a7bk akthar 7abeebte

me: yalla now jd get up

and once i said that he kissed me and i couldn't help it, i kissed him back. 

the time passed way to fast and i had to say goodbye to him. i walked him to the door, hugged him and i took his face into my hands and kissed his cheek lightly. i didn't go back to the girls, no. i went back to their mol7ag stayed there for awhile thinking about majed lama he arrived home and pinged me.

me: "hey"

majed: "i miss you"

me: "really! :$"

majed: "liin"

me: "yea"

majed: "waink?"

me: "fe el mol7ag lsa"

majed: "alone?"

me: "yea enta waink?"

majed: "my room"

me: "a5rtk?"

majed: "i can't stop thinking about you liin"

me: "neither do i"

majed: "i want you here"

me: "majed :$"

majed: "3yoonh"

me: ":$"

i was talking to majed on bbm lma nouf called.

me: aloo

nouf: ente waink?

me: umm fe el mol7ag

nouf: majed lsa m3aak?

me: la2 mn zamaan raja3

nouf: ok ta3aale inside 

me: ok

i hanged up and i went inside. they were waiting for me with there junk food. they start asking me about everything and i didn't tell them anything this time. they know that i saw him, what else they need to know? :p

the days passed really fast since the day i saw him bs i see him almost everyday lama i go out. and one of the nights i was getting ready to go out for dinner with my friends lama i got a text message. 

i unlocked my phone. it was a strange number.

the stranger: "hi lina"

lama i read my name i wanted to know who is it so i decided to reply.

me: "who's this?"

the stranger: "someone you know"

me: "ok who is it?"

the stranger: "so 7anshoofk tonight? ;)"

me: "meen ente?"

the stranger: "*ENTA"

i freaked out lama i read the last message. who could it be!!!! i didn't reply, i ignored the last one.

dana called to tell me that she's waiting for me outside, i got out of the house in two minutes. we were going to burger boutique that night. we arrived and i was talking to majed on bbm and i was too afraid to tell him about the weirdo. 

anyway, we went inside to the table where the girls were sitting. we chatted, laughed lama i received another message from the same stranger.

the stranger: "how's burger boutique?"

i start shaking. who could it be!

i replied. 

me: "its not funny who the hell are you?"

he replied.

WHAT THE HELL!!!! i yelled.

I LOVE YOU ALL

hello guys <3

i'm really sorry for not posting, i've just got to dubai and i have a lot of things to do w i really want to write one down now but i can't :( 

i promise you once i get some time i'll write down the next chapter. 

I LOVE YOU MY READERS <3

CHAPTER 47

not posting tomorrow so pleease don't ask, i feel bad wallah lol :p 

enjoy and comment! xx

previously, 

majed is finally coming to riyadh, so i went to the airport to see him. i took dana with me, we saw his friend saud. he was looking at us the whole time, i didn't like him! anyway, majed finally opened his bbm and talked to me y6amene. i surprised him at the airport, and we agreed to see each other as soon as we can. 

we went back home that night and dana is going to sleep at my house. majed wanted to call me that night bs i said no 3ashan yertaa7. we were watching a movie lama nouf called.

me: aloo

nouf: waink 3an your bbm?

me: umm mantbht

nouf: kaifk?

me: good how about you?

nouf: great. ha majed wa9al?

me: eewa

nouf: el 7mdelellah 3ala salamth

me: allah ysalmk

nouf: t3aale 3nde bokra

me: oh

nouf: aish feek?

me: noufe *shyly tone*

nouf: ok e7ke what do you want?

i told her we need a place to see each other.

nouf: da7oome lsa ma raja3 kaif yeje?

me: 6ayb wain ashoofh?

nouf: umm next week 3aade?

me: la2 ketheer

nouf: mama ma3zooma next week etha you want

me: umm w your little brothers?

nouf: naaymeen don't worry

me: ok 

nouf: bs yo'll sleep at my house

me: akeed *giggled*

we hanged up w i bbmed majed to tell him w lama ye97a he'll read it. 

he's still awake. 

majed: "hey :$"

me: "you're still awake?"

majed: "yea :$"

me: "why :("

majed: "jet lag :("

me: "oh :("

majed: "y3ne next week i'll see you? :("

me: "yea"

majed: "i can't wait till next week :("

me: "we have to :("

majed: "ok :("

me: "go sleep now"

majed: "i want to call you first"

me: "no"

majed: "i'm calling :$"

me: "majed!"

he called.

me: aloo

majed: a7b 9ootk

i giggled. and dana gazed me and asked me meen a7aake.

me: kaifk?

majed: fe a7d 3ndk?

me: eewa

majed: meen?

me: umm dana

majed: go to your room

me: ok

i got up and i made my way to my room.

me: i'm in my room

majed: a7bk

i giggled.

majed: goole a7bk majed

me: ok a7bk majed

majed: ya zeenk

me: mata 7atnaam?

majed: i want to stay with you

me: ana feene noom

majed: tgoole ketha 3ashan anaam

me: no

majed: ajal?

me: 3ashan yalla time to sleep

majed: akeed?

me: yea *i giggled*

we talked for awhile b3dain we both fell asleep. sa7abt 3ala dana lol :p

the day elle i'm going to see majed finally came. i couldn't believe it. i need help so i called dana to come over. she came w she start helping me, what to wear and all that stuff. 

me: dana yalla t2a5art aish 7albas

dana: how do i know kl ma geltlk shy gelte la2

me: i brought you here to help me 

dana: i brought you hairdresser 

me: ok fine i don't need your help

she laughed.

dana: ok set

and i sat on my bed.

dana: i'll go to your dressing room to pick you some outfits

me: ok

i sat there bbming majed.

me: "hi :$"

majed: "hey :$"

me: "what are you doing? :$"

majed: "i was taking a shower :$"

me: "oh :$"

majed: "you? :$"

me: "waiting for dana to pick something for tonight :$"

majed: "what are you going to wear? :$"

me: "i don't know yet :$"

dana came and brought a lot of things with her then she went again to my dressing room to bring more things. 

majed: "law you want me to help you 3aade :$"

me: "no thanks :$"

majed: "ok 3ala raa7tk :$"

dana yelled at me.

dana: ef t3abt

me: and what did you do exactly?

dana: shut up

we both laughed. 

dana: ok i picked four outfits

she picked three dresses and one short skirt. i decided to go with the skirt.

it was a gloden skirt w i wore off-the-shlodes white creamy top, my chanel classic pearl necklace, bracelets, our ring. i was ready to go.

me: dana come bser3a *i yelled*

dana: aish feek?

i turned around to her.

me: how do i look?

dana: you look beautiful 

me: really?

dana: yea 

i smiled lol.

dana: he's lucky

i blushed.

me: ok lets go

she's going to sleep over with us too :p

i bbmed majed, i told him i'm at nouf's house w he said he's almost there. 

it was almost 10:45 pm lama he arrived. the gate was open so he made his way to el mol7g.

nouf and dana walked me to the mol7g.

me: i'm shaking

nouf: its ok wallah mafe a7ad

dana: yalla go law you need something call us

me: ok 

i opened the door...