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CHAPTER 21

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so previously, 

i was talking to majed on phone while following him as he told me,

we were quiet then,

majed: ok stop here

me: ok where are you going?

majed: just a second lina

me: ok

then he stopped and turned around coming back to me...

he's coming toward me.

he's getting close oh shit! 

i was talking in my mind and thinking what he wants for me why he wants to talk here not on phone or bbm i was confused, nervous and shaking then he stopped right front of me saying nothing. then he said come, he held my hand and we start walking i wasn't thinking i didn't notice at first that he was holding my hand. we stopped somewhere far, there wasn't anyone around i freaked out inside bs i didn't want him to know that. i stood up against a wall facing him..

majed: so *a big smile on his face*

me: *silence*

majed: aish feek?

me: *silence*

majed: 5ayfa mne?

me: *i giggled*

majed: y3ne la2? *smile*

me: umm..

majed: talk abe asm3 9ootk

me: *silence*

majed: lina look at me

me: no

 majed: lina look at me 

me: no..- i..- no *i stuttered*

majed: lina!!!

i took a deep breath. i couldn't look into his eyes. i knew i'd say something that will make me regret later on, so i stared into the ground instead of looking to anything. he placed his hand gently underneath my chin, lifting my head. my eyes meeting his own. a7bk! he said that with a serious tone. he came closer standing only centimeters from me his tone serious as he commenced closer to me. i backed away. i needed to get away but with his hand holding mine and only a wall behind me there was no way out.

majed: lina 

majed: a7bk

majed: say something

me: *i looked to the ground again*

majed: look at me don't look down

then he lift my head again looked me in the eye saying it again. i started looking up to his eyes. i never saw someone looking at me like he did. an eye filled with love. i wanted to say something but i couldn't i was to shy to even breath,


majed: lina la tst7een mne. ana asf etha '9aygtk


me: you didn't


majed: finally you talked


me: *i giggled. afshl :p*


majed: ahh


me: what?


majed: ya zeenk w ente mbsoo6a w t'97keen


me: *i giggled again lol*


majed: i loved you since the first day. i wanted to tell you mn zmaan but i was afraid that you don't love me w i didn't want you to feel bad for me or something but i don't care if you don't love me the way i do i just love you. i love you more than anything. i feel lost when i don't talk to you, i can't go a day without thinking of you lina




i was speechless.




then my phone rang.




Abeer is calling..




i answered her and i told her i'm in my way coming back then i hanged up,




me: majed i have to go


majed: now?


me: yea


majed: i miss you already


me: *i smiled*




i said bye and start walking then i stopped, turned to majed,




majed: aish feek?


me: a7bk kmaan. *i was looking to the ground*




then i start walking again when he held my hand tightly,




majed: say it again!


me: no, bye


majed: lina please


me: majed 5laa9


majed: say it w i'll let you go :p


me: ok b3dain *blushing*


majed: umm ok bs this time


me: ok *giggled*




i walked away and turned back one more time to see him he was as we saudi's say mfhe :p




i went back to abeer and all i wanted is to go to the chalet and call majed. of course she asked me wain r7na and laish 6wlt, i just smiled like an idiot.




i was on my own world that night, the girls was talking and laughing and i was setting there thinking about majed and what happened. i never thought he would tell me that he loves me, here, this way. at first i thought i was dreaming but i wasn't, everything happened, it was real.




then i felt my phone vibrate and guess who was it?




faisal. yes faisal :)




i was ignoring him a lot lately i only reply when he asks kaif 7aalk and stuff like that. i didn't delete him yet so i decided to delete him, right this minute. so i did




then i received a message from him.




faisal: you delete it me? ok lina!




i didn't reply to his message. i told abeer that i'm going to the w/c to fix my hair she said she will come with me too. she asked me where did i disperse and what happened i told her when we got to their chalet i'll tell her everything when i received another text message from faisal.




faisal: what are you doing in khubar? :)




what the hell! i said that in a loud voice, abeer took my phone to see whats wrong and she asked me who's faisal? i told her who is he and how he got my number she told me to ignore bs i was to upset. what now he's stalking me y3ne? i have to stop him. so i decided to text him back

me: what do you want?




minutes later,




faisal: oh now you're answering? :)


me: i answer whenever i want :) aish tbe faisal?


faisal: its obvious, YOU


me: this is have to stop right now faisal.


faisal: ok come out ntfaahm :*




you gotta be kidding me!! i was really upset this time then i told abeer that he's outside waiting for us she said he won't talk to me w she's with me. she's right i don't think he would do something w she's with me! so we got out and i didn't see him at first then he pumped to us, i guess i was wrong.

faisal: ahlan ahlan




we ignored him and start walking he said stop we need to talk but i didn't listen then he grabbed my arm really hard,




me: what do you want etrkne


faisal: gltlk wgfe ma tfhmeen


abeer: ttrkha or i'll shout!


faisal : you try that w shoofe aish y9eer laha


me: your'e hurting me etrkne *i start raising my voice to him*


faisal: eskte a7snlk! emshe m3ay now


me: wain! gltlk etrkne faisal




he didn't listen to what i said and start walking i was hitting him bs i guess he didn't felt anything! he stopped in a dark place there wasn't street lights only the far ones mnwra shwy.




faisal: laish tsween delete? 


me: kaife i don't want you! 




i wanted to call majed so i passed my phone to abeer to text majed or call him without faisal knowing  

faisal: 36eene your phone


me: i don't want to




he start shouting wants me to give him my phone so he can add me again then we heard someone i was hoping to be majed but it was dark to see from far away,




some guy: FAISAL ETRK EL BNT!!!!!! 

CHAPTER 20

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i'm sorry mg9ra m3akm these days bs you know when you're out all day then you get back to the hotel you just want to go to bed. i'm making it up for you and thats why this chapter is really long :p

enjoy it.

Thursday, 9:00 am

abeer: lina wake up

me: go away abeer

abeer: yalla wake up we're going out

me: what time is it!

abeer: 9:00 am 

me: what the hell!! wain tro7een now

abeer: nf6r -_-

me: why?

abeer: aish elle why! yalla wake up *m39ba*

me: i don't want to 5laaaa9 *sad voice tone*

abeer: ok a7sn

she left for about 10 minutes then she came back,

abeer: yummy strawberry with web cream

abeer: i will get more of that when we go yumm 

i sneaked a peek and she was really eating that. you see i have a very big thing for dipping strawberries into web cream :(

me: you evil 

abeer: yummy :$

me: i hate you give me some of that

abeer: no you get up and get your own 

me: umm ok!

i jumped out of bed and took her strawberries we were fighting over strawberries then my aunt came in :p

my aunt: what are doing? lsa ma lbstooo?

abeer: ok mama shwy bs

my aunt: what are you hiding abeer?

i giggled :p

abeer: ha? nothing mama :$

my aunt: whats that on top of your lip?

i looked at abeer and i couldn't help it i laughed really hard she have whipped cream on her face she looks stupid :p

abeer: aish nothing mama 

she went to the mirror and wipe it right away

my aunt: ok you have 20 minutes to get ready ya banat yalla

me and abeer: enshallah

and she left.

abeer laughed really hard she couldn't help it too :p

it took us 15 minutes to get ready. went down stairs where my aunt was waiting for us with noura my other cousin

the weather was amazing abeer asked her mother if its ok if we got the boat out to the sea and she said its fine because the weather wasn't too cold. 

we're going to the beach! i hate tiyadh right now :(

it tooks 20 mins then we arrived to my aunt's chalet.

the maids was busy preparing the brunch table then i remembered, majed!

i took my phone out of my pocket,

me: "good morning sleepy head rise and shiiiiiiine :$"

majed: "ente sleepy head ana 9a7e mn sa3a :$"

me: "why? :o"

majed: "i don't know :$"

me: "ok then morning :$"

majed: "morning beautiful :$"

me: "slept well? :$"

majed: "no you? :$"

me: "me neither :$"

majed: "why? :$"

me: "i woke up at 9:00 </3:$"

majed: "why :|"

me: "went to sunset </3:$"

majed: "why you didn't tell me before -_-?"

me: "i didn't know w i thought you were sleeping :("

majed: "ok fine /:)"

me: ":$"

majed: "and when are you going back?" 

me: "umm i think we'll spend the night here :$"

majed: "aje? :$"

me: "YEA!"

majed: "really?"

me: "yea"

majed: "why?"

me: "ketha i want you here :$"

majed: "thats all? :$"

me: "umm :$"

majed: "6ayb you want to see me :$"

me: "ok shut up :$"

majed: "you want to see me?"

me: "no :$"

majed: "no?"

me: "yea :$"

majed: "you want? :$"

me: "majed 5laa9 :$"

majed: "ya zeenk :$"

we chatted, chatted and chatted, non-stop then i told him i won't take my phone with me because we're going to ride the jet skis of course he told me to stay at first then he said its fine to go.

its been hours and we're not even close to boredom. we sat on the boat watching the sun go down and all i was thinking about was majed. abeer noticed that i was thinking about something, she asked me whats wrong and i told her how i feel about majed and how much i want to tell him how i feel bs its too early for that or maybe he don't feel the way i do! oh who i'm i kidding i know he feels the same way i do but i'm too afraid to say something.

we had to get back before the dark and we were starving so we decided to rest a little bit and eat a snack then we're going to grab some food.

majed told me he's coming tonight i can't wait to see him!

me: "boo :$"

majed: "you scared me :$"

me: "really! :$"

majed: "oh yea :$"

me: "a7sn :$"

majed: "yhoon 3laik? :("

me: "no :$"

majed: "good :$ enbs6te?"

me: "yea :$"

majed: "fe a7d 7arshk?"

me: "no :("

majed: "why the sad face? /:)"

me: "3shan no one 7arshne :("

majed: "w tgoleenha gdaame? >:o"

me: "eewa :$"

majed: "6ayb ana awreek"

me: "i'm kidding :("

majed: ":$"

me: "coming tonight?"

majed: "i'm already here"

me: ":o"

majed: "what? :$"

me: "you didn't tell me 3-|"

majed: "you want me to tell you?"

me: "yea zayk!"

majed: "a5eeran"

me: "a5eeran what?"

majed: "glte ketha :$"

me: "umm ok :$"

majed: "waink?"

me: "waiting for abeer to finish"

majed: "yalla aish tswe -_-"

me: "ok 5laa9 yalla we're coming :$"

we got into the club car drove our way. i told majed i was there he asked me where are we going to eat i told him to be at cafe 55 in minutes. i couldn't wait to see him! abeer asked my why am i excited and gave her that angel look :p

and there he is..

i felt my phone vibrating,

majed: "PING!!!"

majed: "you look beautiful!"

majed: "stop looking and smiling to your phone :$"

majed: "look at me"

i was reading that without replying. i was too shy :p then i looked up to him.

abeer: umm are we going to stand here forever?

me: abeer eskte 

abeer: i'm starving!

me: ok lets go :p

majed was next to the door and when he saw us coming he opened the door,

majed: ladies first *smiling*

me: aa..-umm..

abeer: thank you 

i couldn't answer! i was frozen.

he sat near to our table facing me,

majed: "laish ma rdaite 3ly :("

me: "i don't know =))"

majed: "tst7een mne? :$"

me: "no -.-"

majed: "prove it :$"

me: "funny and how would i do that -.-"

majed: "look at me bdoon ma agoolk"

me: "ok fine but i won't talk to you on bbm :$"

majed: "ya wailk :o"

and i put my phone away w i start looking at him :p

abeer was really shocked, me without a phone on my hand. we talked, ate then we decided to walk around.

the look at me thing is over so now i can reply on majed :p

me: "happy now?"

majed: "very :$"

me: "ok we're going now :$"

majed: "where!!"

me: "walking around :$"

majed: "no you're not za7ma go back and sleep!"

me: "and you?"

majed: "i'll walk around :$"

me: "oh really -.-"

majed: "yea really :$"

me: "ok then ana kmaan 3-|"

majed: "ok fine bs ana r7 akoon wraak w la ashoofk t6al3een '3air your phone"

me: "umm ok :$"

we walked in circles stopped for minutes when abeer saw her friends then i got a phone call from majed i excused myself and answered him,

me: aloo

majed: lina

me: whats wrong?

majed: nothing 

me: akeed?

majed: umm yea

me: whats wrong majed?

majed: can i see you for a minute?

me: now?

majed: yea lina please?

me: umm i don't know majed, feek shy?

majed: yea, please come

me: umm ok wait

i asked abeer what should i do and she told me to go. to be honest i wanted her to say don't go bs she didn't :p

me: ok majed waink?

majed: i'll pass next you then you follow me 

me: umm ok bye

majed: don't hang up 

me: why i'll follow you wallah 

majed: la tgfleen w 5laa9 

me: ok

we were quiet then,

majed: ok stop here

me: ok where are you going?

majed: just a second lina

me: ok

then he stopped and turned around coming back to me...