CHAPTER 7

its happening, oh god the one thing that i never expected to happen..

i think i'm falling for him!

but why? i only knew him for few days. 

but we talk every single minute of the day, non-stop even at night, one of us falls asleep -and that would be me lol- and the conversation is picked up from where it left off the next morning. we have only known each other for a very short time but we understand each other, i smile every time when i see that red light of my blackberry knowing its him, he makes me laugh, when i talk to him i just forget about everything even the people sitting around me, i was just denying it.

how could i not fall for him with all of this?

should i tell dana or not? but nothing happened yet i don't even know if he feels the same way i do, i think i should wait.

then,

aileen: lina!

me: huh? what aileen?

aileen: we arrived.

me: oh ok thank you. come and pick me up at 3 ok!

aileen: ok

i was thinking about him all the way to the collage i didn't even notice that we're there until my nanny yelled and told me that we're there.

i got into my class and when its over and its time for our lunch break i sat outside with nouf and she noticed that i was distracted with something,

nouf: lina aish feek el yoom?

me: huh? mafe shy.

nouf: ella i can tell, you were distracted the whole time so yalla talk to me whats wrong?

me: umm i don't know nouf i don't want you do judge me or something.

nouf: i would never do that. i don't judge people because law someone did that to me without knowing the story akeed bz3l.

-i love her i really do :')-

me: ok i'll tell you everything.

and i did, i told her everything for a to z and she turned her face once i told her hatha elle 9ar lma now, after maybe 30 second she looked at me again,

nouf: CUTE!

me: ya kalba i thought you btgoleen ma tw83tk ketha or something 

nouf: aish d3wa ma swaite shy! b3dain you think you love him 97?

me: yea *and i looked into the ground*

nouf: he didn't flirt with you even once?

me: 9ra7a ella he's flirting a lot bs 3ade not in a couple flirting way w stuff like that

nouf: ajl i think he feels the same way you do bs 5aayf

me: i don't think so bs at5aang m3ah estehbal i mean

nouf: cute lina ef lazm you guys become a couple

me: shut up 

nouf: bs don't tell him first 5leeh ho ygoolk law he didn't ente goole

me: umm i don't know i don't think i'm ready to be in a relationship.

nouf: of course you don't think you don't even know that you're falling for someone

she's right we don't know when or how, when you meet the right guy you just know it and you just fall in love as simple as that and thats what happened with me.

the break was over and we went to our class, its really annoying to think to much. finally we're done and i'm going home.

in our way out me and nouf she told me to come to her house for the weekend i told her i'll ask my mother if its ok and i hugged her and say goodbye.