CHAPTER 45

this may be a short chapter bs i wanted to make it up for you all. so, here you go two chapters in one hour :p i hope you all like it.


enjoy <3






previously,

its my nineteenth birthday and i received a lot of birthday wishes from my contacts that when i noticed the pin message icon. i opened my inbox w i couldn't believe my eyes...








a received a pin message and from who? from majed.

i was tearing up. afraid if its just a dream and i'm going to wake up any minute or a thing that i made it up with my eyes. i felt alive again lama i saw the pin message from him. the past few months was so hard on me to laugh spontaneously and to act normal all the time, i faked a smile for too long and when i saw his message i smiled my real smile.

i opened the message.

majed: "i miss you and i'm sorry for what i did..."

i didn't know how to reply or the right words to say. i was literally crying. crying from the pain and how much i missed him too.

it took me about 50 minutes to reply on him.

me: "why you did that?"

majed: "i'm sorry liin"

me: "tell me why you did that?"

majed: "i misunderstood the whole thing. when your sister told me about elle metgademlk i panicked w i freaked out even more lama she told me his name. faisal? the one i saw you talking to fe dubai. i though you lied to me when you told me there was nothing between the two of you w now mtgadamlk akeed you'll say yes for him"

me: "you could at least answer my calls?, say goodbye?"

majed: "i'm sorry lina"

me: "you broke my heart majed"

majed: "and i'm sorry lina. i think of you every minutes of my day, the last months was hard without you. i daydream about you the whole time i don't know what to do without you wallah :')"

me: "you don't trust me majed"

majed: "ella i do"

me: "you don't law you did ma kent 3malt ketha"

majed: "lina i'm sorry"

i didn't reply on him w stayed there staring at his last message. i love him and i want him back bs what if he does that again?

i got another pin message from him.

majed: "lina"

me: "yea?"

majed: "lina :')"

me: "yes majed?"

majed: "a7bk wallah a7bk w law you want me in your life accept my requests w law you didn't i will never bother you again :')"

once he sent that he friend requested me.

i was tired of thinking w i tried to sleep bs i couldn't. i want him in my life. so i accepted him


MAJED AL-... is now a contact


majed: "a7bk a7bk a7bk a7bk a7bk a7bkkkkkk"

majed: "liin"

majed: "sam7eene"

majed: "lina"

me: "ok"

majed: "lina"

i opened the chat w i didn't answer. i was mad. aish ard? so i laid down on my bed.

a few minutes later my phone rang. i grabbed it w i saw who's calling. the number was calling from usa, i decided not to answer. my phone rang again w it was the same number, so i picked up.

me: ...

the stranger: aloo

me: majed?

it turned out to be majed.

majed: laish ma trede bbm?

me: aish agool?

majed: ay shy lina

me: ...

majed: lina

me: sam?

majed: i missed you

me: ...

majed: i missed your voice

me: ...

majed: i missed everything about you, i'm sorry

i cried.

majed: lina?

majed: allah y5aleek don't cry

majed: linaaaa 3shaane la tebkeen

i wanted to stop bs i couldn't.

majed: ma a7b lama you cry please lina don't cry

majed: ana asf wallah asf

majed: a7bk lina i want to marry you

majed: you understand? abe 7yaate tkoon m3aak wallah bdoonk ma a3rf aish elle 9aar feene

majed: 5ala9 please liin stop crying

majed: a7bk

i was speechless...

majed: e'97eke

o i giggled for sure.

majed: ya zeenk

majed: i miss your laugh

me: i miss you.

majed: goole a7bk

me: no

majed: yalla liin

me: no

majed: ...

me: a7bk

he giggled.

we talked for the rest of the night lama 9aart 5:00 in the morning.

i couldn't believe it. i'm finally laughing and i feel like i own the world. i slept like a baby that night w i slept with the biggest smile on my face.

i feel alive and i'm happy again after all this time...